long time no post

have been holding these words all this time. been caught up. can't speak. can't stitch any words in my head.

think about the nerve you've got when you are beside the one you love. think about the fireworks when someone you love, loves you back. think about the dizzy fizzy that made your stomach feels funny, like there are thousands butterflies twitch inside. now think beyond those, that's how I feel.

you are the one who comes unexpectedly. you knock at the right door, in the right time. you're not only meeting my expectations, you're searching and reaching for them.

and this not even what I have expected. but you came, broke the walls, went against all odds. like the antigens greeted my immune systems, you put my heart in inflame, in a good way.

ah, you. you're not my last piece of uncompleted puzzle, but a substrate to my protein. you're not only my vitamins that keep me going thru the day, but also a bunch of serotonin that keeps me happy. you are how I define a new term of happiness.

anyway, it's not I'm lucky that I have you, or you're lucky that you have me.

it's we are lucky to have us.